@Slash

Hey Slash, I don’t know if you’ll ever get to read this, but I need to tell you a story.

First of all, I assume you know how the Internet runs in China, at least with all publicity of Google lately: some bunch of big freaking control maniac communists trying to oversee everything you do and say. YouTube, Facebook, and Twitter are all blocked and inaccessible. But anyway, one of my best friends is the biggest fan of you and Guns n Roses I’ve ever seen in China. One day when he did manage to take a peek out of the freaking so-called Great Fire Wall and set up an account on twitter, he was surprised to find you and Sebastian Bach also on twitter.

He then said something that made me thinking: “You know Rock n Roll is dead when Slash and Bash are playing twitter.” It’s still echoing in my mind to this day.

Update:

Slash: Haha! If Twitter would have been around in the 80's it would have been huge!! Do u know how much pussy & drugs u could get?

I’m a bust

I’ve always been a bust, a big bust, since the beginning of time, just as this kid above.

And it would not make any difference to me even I don’t like him, and even after I realize it.

My mind always goes the other direction as of my action, so did his.

I still remember listening to Citizen Cope’s song when riding in a train running in the snow land. The laziness of his voice and the laziness of my nature always make a good pair.

I don’t why I am so obsessed of being idle and doing nothing at all but just staring at the snow blowing at my window with nobody in sight.

I’m not a lonely person that always feels so, but the more I’m with the crowd, the more I want to be alone.

I believe I’m morally and socially a good person, but maybe, as I now realize, not a useful person as I’d thought before. Again, maybe just like him

I don’t want to ordinary, but again, maybe that’s who I am and I will be. That might be the difference between me and him.

And the other difference, he is fortunate.

Let me say it again, you knew it’s going to be a tragedy before it even started…